Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Celebrating Gary

Today staff and members of my former congregation, Calvary United Methodist in Brownsburg, Indiana gathered to celebrate the life and witness of Gary Irwin.  Not only was Gary an active member of the congregation, but he had also served on staff for a number of years.

The following letter is something that I wrote and was shared at the celebration of his life today... I continue to give God thanks for 'loaning' to me such amazing, precious people.

May the family, friends and church community be comforted in their grief. Blessed are the mourn for they will be comforted.

"One of my first memories of Gary was over a decade ago in Disciple 1 Bible class back at the Green Street church.  He brought his can of pop and draped his arm around Debbie and that is how we began to know one nother. Gary was ready to ask questions, like, "what about that or this...?" 

Later, I learned Gary was stubborn, funny, proud, a tease, loyal, a hard worker, and a great member of any team!  Gary was the only Vietnam vet I ever met to tell me funny, silly stories from Vietnam.  He had the spiritual gift of encouragement. He knew what to say and when to say it. Gary also had the powerful gift of intercession.  He was a warrior at prayer!  I was glad he was on my side.

One of the very best things about Gary... Which is why he was awesome husband, father, father in law, grandfather, uncle, friend, teammate, solider, and church member - is that Gary had your back.  His fierce loyalty, consistency, and tenacity of love was all ways and always there. He made sure you knew that he was ready to do or be anything for you.  

No wonder we are all deeply saddened by the huge hole in our hearts at his passing.  Who will have our back now? Block us from the winds of the world? Make us feel safe in the dark of night? 

Gary was humble enough to know his limitations... As much as he'd enjoy this funeral fuss he would much rather just go and get a beer and talk about your life.  Then he would remind us that what he did for us is small, tiny in fact, in comparison to God's tremendous love and loyalty in Jesus.  God had Gary's back and God will now watch over ours.  

Your friend,

Michelle Knight

Friday, September 11, 2015

Missing My (former) Sheep

One of the most difficult aspects of itinerant ministry is the heart stuff.

I mean... loving people for Jesus and then, because of Jesus you are sent to a new flock. Then, while growing in love for your new flock your pastoral/shepherd heart is tugged by the weight of so many lambs for whom you deeply care.

Maybe I can express myself better.

I realized this week that I was homesick yet, at first, I could not figure out what or for whom I was longing.

Only after I heard sad health news about one of my previous sheep, did a realization hit me like the whack of a shepherd's staff to the head!  I am homesick for my previous flock.

This awareness has little to do with how loving and amazing my new flock is (and they are wonderful people/sheep!  So proud of them!).  Rather, this realization tells me something about my shepherd's heart.  I am missing my sheep...just as they knew me; I knew them.  I wonder about them.  Worry with them.  Pray for them.  Think about them.

And I just .... miss them.

Miss them because I love them.

Happy Birthday, Ridge UMC!

Our congregation celebrates this weekend (actually we've been celebrating all year long) our 60th Anniversary of ministry!

It is amazing to consider how many baptisms, wedding and funerals our congregation has had.  Or how many persons were launched in to vocational ministry or pastoral ministry as a result of the nurture they received at Ridge UMC.  Think about the amount and depth of prayers which have been prayed (and answered) by our gracious God!

Boggles the mind and heart!

As we celebrate the good stuff, give thanks for God's presence through the tough stuff, we realized one important thing.  Our ministry is not over.  We have not reached the finish line.  We're not down with our mission to make disciples of Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world.

There are more disciples to be made... and the disciple we have are still diligently striving to transform the world... because of and through God's grace in Jesus' love by the power of the Holy Spirit.

When we think about it this way- we don't have time to pause for a long party!

So my prayer is that our celebration will strengthen us; rejuvenate us; remind us of our purpose for being; and ultimately 'set us on fire again' to be people of the Way.

Bring on the next 60 years... cannot wait to see what God will accomplish inspite of us and through us for others!


Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Be Bright, Be Brief, & Be Gone!

Those were the words of wisdom from my "boss" or Bishop in preparation for my first Sunday in the pulpit of Ridge UMC.  So, for those who missed that Sunday I thought I would include the manuscript of my first sermon at Ridge.  You can determine if I was bright, brief, and 'gone'.

(In future weeks we will finish our work on uploading audio of sermons at Ridge.  So stay tuned to that website for more details.  www.ridgeumc.org )

Ridge United Methodist Church
Reverend Michelle L. Knight
Sunday July 12, 2015 10:00am
“Together in Christ”
Ephesians 1:3-14

I want to share my appreciation for the warm welcome by the planning committee (for today and today’s luncheon), the SPRC, Pastor Steve, the staff, and each of you.  My family and I are glad and grateful to be here. We do miss our friends and family.  Our Calvary UMC family was good to us and thus we are sad about our goodbyes, but we are also glad to get to know you, explore Northwest Indiana for the first time, and grow with you in the knowledge, grace and love of Jesus. 
Let us pray… Come Holy Spirit and fill the hearts of your faithful.  Bring your fiery presence to stoke our passion and compassion for you, one another and our world.  Come, Spirit of God, come. Amen. 
Have you ever heard a small child describe fireworks for the first time?  Do you remember the last time you listened to a teenager gush about how they just met an amazing, dazzling new friend and this teen is in awe of how much she/he connected to this former stranger?  Have you ever watched the face and listened to the voice of someone you love… light up with passion as they talk about their favorite hobby, their best game, or their most awe-inspiring experience with nature? 
If you have experienced one or all of these moments… then you can imagine Paul’s energy as he wrote his letter to the Ephesians.  Light in his eyes, his heart racing, and passion in his choice of words!  He almost does not know how to express his sense of blessedness so he runs on and on and on.  If you and I could read the original Greek we would know that these verses are one long single sentence!  Paul in his enthusiasm forgot to put a period or a coma or anything!  Like stepping into a busy, babbling brook; you and I can enter into Paul’s ancient thoughts as he gushes and rushes past us proclaiming how laddened we are with a bounty of blessings.  And so he begins this letter unlike any of this other letters.  There are no personal greeting for so and so, but he poetically writes praise about the cosmic magnitude of our salvation from God through Jesus. 
I can personally connect with Paul’s enthusiasm and joy.  My call to ministry was fostered and developed from a heart of gratitude.  I was baptized as a child, raised within a church family, confirmed as a young person… and if I would let you read my journals, which I won’t, but if I did… you would find an entry from when I was eleven in which I pondered a call to ministry.  In this way, I personally can connect with the Old Testament prophet Jeremiah who was called by God when he was a young person. 
I thought more seriously about a call into ordained ministry when I was in college at the University of Evansville studying to become a music therapist.   I majored in orchestral percussion and minored in piano.  I presumed, at the time, that the combined gifts of music and helping other persons heal would satisfy this calling on my heart.  Clearly, God had other plans…because my heart was not satisfied, nor at “home”… my heart rather was too overwhelmed with joy, wonder, passion and enthusiasm like Paul. 
Finally, one night in my dorm room; God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit and I had a personnel meeting.  This come-to-Jesus-meeting was WITH Jesus- if you get my drift!  I said, “I will go where you want me to go, Lord.  I will be want you want me to be.  If I am to be a music therapist who is a very involved volunteer in her local church that is me.  If I am to be an ordained pastor serving a congregation, then (gulp) that is me.  Whatever it is… I am simply too grateful and overwhelmed by your love, O God, to not offer myself and my life as my small gift of thanks.”  By now… after seminary, ordination, and eighteen years of service to congregations in Indiana- you have figured out how that personnel conversation ended!
Some prophets of God are called and they run away from God (see Jonah). Other folks have blinding lights shine in their eyes while traveling on Damascus Roads (see Paul).  Me- it was out of love and with love… that my call to ministry was seeded, nurtured, strengthened, and answered.  And I am still responding to that call out of, with, because of, and to—love.
My purpose in sharing part of my call to ministry story is… quite obvious… I want you to know a little something of how I tick and got this ‘gig’.  But more than just a get-to-know-the-pastor-moment, responding to God’s love with our lives brimmed over with joy, wonder, enthusiasm, and passion is at the center of our message this morning. 
Why is Paul so enthused?  What is this blessing business about anyway? Why is it such a big deal?
The big deal is, well, that God has this amazingly wonderful, outstandingly gracious long-range strategic plan.  And not only is it wonderful that God is in charge, but also the plan God has is wonderful.  Moreover, it also just so happens that you and I are part of this long range strategic plan.  We are all are. 
One aspect of God’s long range plan is that we receive gifts from God!  God gives us through Jesus mercy, grace and forgiveness so that we are no longer held back by our pain, shame, fear, and sin.  We can live freely.  But, wait, there is more.  God gives us through the Spirit wisdom and understanding so that our little minds and hearts can begin to fathom… just how much we are loved! And we are loved by an unending abundance of unconditional, personal love.  God is love, after all.  Bible does indeed say that, rather consistently, I might add.
Within God’s plan is finally our purpose.  This is also very exciting.  You may be looking for your purpose.  Or you may be frustrated with all that prevents you from living your purpose.  God’s love in Jesus overcomes all the stuff, junk, and the mess that people do against other people which get in the way of OUR purpose. 
Reality is that when we discover just how much we are loved by God, we begin to live into the fullest and best versions of our selves.  As we live into being who God designed us to be we experience our purpose.  This is as much a group purpose as an individual purpose at the same time.  This form of togetherness is not sameness equaling closeness.  Nor is it difference in unity.  Rather our purpose is more compelling and deeply satisfying than either of those. 
Our purpose is to praise God.  Together in Christ, we praise our God with the enthusiasm of a young child watching fireworks, the joy of a teen making a new best friend, and with the wonder of witnessing the splendor of the Grand Canyon or the mountains or the ocean.    
You know that shepherd needs sheep to tend.  A coach needs athletes to coach.  A maestro needs musicians to conduct.  Well, the same is true for a pastor.  She needs a flock to tend, love, and lead.  Long ago, two years actually, before you as a congregation knew that you would be receiving a new pastor, God in God’s loving, long range planning and purpose… laid on my heart a calling to leave where I have served.  I have been praying and waiting for you long before I knew you were the people, and long before you knew you would need a new pastoral leader.
But notice how God knew.
And pay attention to how God acted… and God whispered in my ear, Jesus enlarged my heart and The Spirit opened my vision.  God equipped my husband and family to begin to consider a dramatic change in our lives.  God worked, even through our Bishop and cabinet, to send me to you and you to me.  God graciously prepared you as a people to receive our family.  I think all that planning, preparing, coordinating, and inner working of God through the threads of our lives… is worthy of a thank you.  Worthy of praise.  Worthy of a song.  Worthy of a people together in Christ- saying, “WOW- God you did good!  Alleluia and Amen!”
               


Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Home Sweet Home!

Here we are the day we closed on our new home in Munster.  It was a bumpy ride, but we made it! Special thanks to all our prayer warriors including my mother in law who we sense nudged us in this direction.

We feel in love with the house- and the previous owners who left behind the green wicker porch swing.  Truly we have the best porch in all of Munster!  Maybe even all of northwest Indiana.

Since we have moved in I struggled to find my way around my new kitchen.  Several rooms received new wood floors.  New carpet upstairs has removed a funky odor.

The only things left to do are wallpaper removal and painting.  Drapes, photos and art to hang will be the last on our list.

Diana and Eric had some fun over the July 4th weekend as they gave Diana's beautiful room a fresh coat of lavender paint!  She has the most beautiful room in the whole house.

Our Welcome!

What a Sunday of welcome we had!  

We were so grateful for the lovely meal, great music, positive spirit, warm smiles, guests from Calvary, my supportive family (including Mom and Tom), and bonus- a bounce house for kids. 

Check out all the Pentecost red from that day!  I was so thrilled to wear my new robe and stole from Calvary UMC on my first Sunday with our new Ridge UMC family.

Great day!  Off to a super start!

My New Team!

For the past few weeks I have had the joy and privilege to get to know my new team at Ridge UMC.  Here they are pictured (with exception of Susan who works with our kiddos in the nursery).

What a talented collection of servant leaders!

I am so pleased to share with them the wonders of leading the flock at Ridge UMC.  I would suggest that you pray for these folks as they have to put up with me and get to know me better!

A wonderful group who are ready for a new exciting chapter in ministry together.  Thanks be to God!