What if sacredness’s rhythm is idiosyncratic? Or in
the words of a teenager, “Sacredness has a weird rhythm all its own.” The sacred does not maintain a hair-tossing ‘80’s
rock band beat nor a quick step bossa nova beat of the ‘60’s. What if what is sacred marches to its own unusual
pulse?
I know a bit about keeping time. As one of two women in our college percussion
section, I majored in rhythm. My
percussion study in the 1990’s included a lot of instruments from timpani to
vibraphone and from triangle to claves.
Percussionists or drummers might be likened to playing a mile-wide worth
of instruments (I even performed on a paper bag once, for goodness sake!), but
at an inch of depth. So perhaps you
could say that I know the most about how to make a brilliantly stupid mistake sound
and look like it was meant to be!
One thing remains unmistakable: drummers drum. We keep time so that others around us can
march, dance, or ‘noodle’ over our solid groove. Drummers along with a steady
bass player, keep things in sync while saxophones wail and throaty sopranos croon
the blues. Drummers, if they are worth their pay, keep things tight.
Tidiness might be what drew me into the percussion
section many decades ago. Neat and tidy
is often the opposite of life’s unpredictability and instability. Who does not desire a sense of security within
the fickleness of life?! Safe space is
created when a solid groove keeps on going. Why do you think thousands of
people flock to ‘revel’ and ‘worship’ at the feet of great rock bands even
though they know all the songs by memory and have heard the band perform them
before? It is the experience of the
music performed which captures human being’s souls, I think. The atmosphere and environment created by
good quality music suspends life’s time clock which then creates a sacred
moment uniquely its own.
This kind of experience reveals something to us about
the nature of our God. God in Jesus: who
is beyond time, in time, and through time; moves to a unique beat. God’s eternal timing and my finite timing by
their very natures cannot be the same. That
is probably why earlier theologians in the Christian church differentiated
human time as Kronos from God’s timing as Kairos. I imagine God chuckles at
humanity’s insane need to subdivide time (which is a measurement we established
ourselves) into small and large segments as if we can ‘manage’ it any
better. Indeed, the Divine pulses
differently than we do.
You may have already noticed this difference of rhythm
within your own prayer life. I
have. Sometimes I am frustrated that God
moves too slowly in my life to answer a petitioned prayer or rid me of an
annoying sinful habit which I would like removed yesterday; please and thank
you! There are other moments in which
God’s timing accelerates rapidly into my neatly organized plans and that the
mess sounds like 6th grade band students trying to perform an accelerando
together for the first time! If you have
not attended a 6th grade band concert, then imagine 500 honking
geese flocking to their summer home before a major storm. Yes, the rhythm of
the sacred is peculiar into itself and unlike any hip hop, reggae, funk or
other human-created back beats.
I will never forget when my percussion instructor
taught us a lesson on timing that later became a wisdom moment for me. During a percussion ensemble rehearsal when our
counting became tangled over one another he said, “Interest in music is created
through the pauses. This is why rhythm is an essential element in music along
with tone and harmony. Therefore, give
the pause it’s due.” Then he turned up
the metronome’s volume as we tried to perform the troubling section again.
Give the pause it’s due. Not too fast.
Not too slow. Let it be what it
is. When I pause in my frustration that
God is not responding as quickly or as slow as I would prefer; I remember
percussion ensemble rehearsal. I give the
pause or rhythm between God and me it’s due.
After all I am not the Maestro: God is.
God sets the rhythm and tempo of answered prayer, newly opened doors,
healing, spiritual growth in myself or someone I love.
My timing is not God’s timing, but maybe my time here
on earth is to learn more about God’s rhythmic style than my own. Or possibly I simply need to honor God as the
kind of Divine Drummer God is! Rock on,
Jesus! Rock on!
1 comment:
This is a beautiful reminder, Michelle! Eloquently put, as only you can. Thanks for sharing!
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